Wait.. Daventry is beautiful..

Going home, I couldn't wait to spend the little time I had with my family. Even If my sister was on a school trip to Germany. Wasn't too fussed about the place though. Leading up to uni I couldn't wait to get out. I felt trapped and needed some space. Even though at the time I was madly in love with someone. A friend, a boyfriend. A soulmate. Now, I'd give anything to go back. Sat here, on my train back to euston. Sitting in my window seat and looking out at the sun gleaming down. It made me think. Daventry is actually quite beautiful. Whatever time of day. I remember when I used to lay in fields, and stare up at the stars taking over the sky. Stunning. Powerful. Romantic. Iv tried that here in london. But its not quite the same. Nowhere near actually. As this train is moving so fast yet the outside looks like its slowly trudging forward. It makes you stop and think. About life and where its heading. Where its come from. Life can be painful but rewarding. Beautiful and ugly too. Where am I heading ? I ask myself that a lot. I hope its to success. To a life full of happiness and excitement, good health and passion. Love. Aren't we all looking for that love that overtakes everything else ? That love that lasts forever. Doesn't everyone ? ..