hmmm..

I can't exactly explain how I'm feeling right now. Everything seems to be clouded by something else. Pain disguised by a front, unhappiness being confused with happiness. It all seems weird and you can't seem to figure anything out. Or sort anything. So you keep on trying to brave it all but it's still there. Everyday it's hidden but making itself known slightly. So you have to try and battle things and you have to be the bigger one to take the step. But question is when it's done, how does it leave you feeling. Unhappy - unhappier, hurt, relieved its been suggested? .. noone knows, only time can dictate.