It's true, sometimes, we have to move on, and sometimes it is a battle trying to figure out how to. Believe me I would know because I have been battling it for a while now. No word of a lie. Stuff happens that you didn't plan for it to happen, stuff becomes complicated and painful and also terrifying. Because you come from being set in your thoughts and your own way, all your plans, and then it comes crashing down. Whether it be because you decide to take a gamble and move to a big, new and exciting city full of creativity, not for anyone else but yourself. It may be because you need a change, and a new step towards your future. It may be , because you can't keep kidding yourself that everything is okay and will stay that way when relationships fall into a thousand pieces, it may be, you find unexected, true, irreversable friendship and love.
Things happen for a reason, and you have to remember and treasure the good memories, but you store them for a reason, we move on. I have a life here in london and Im working hard, and im just trying to make a decent future to treat myself and my loved ones. And if thats me being selfish? then you don't know what hard work is. I have an amazing family, I have amazing friends, I have the life of fashion pr and uni and i have an amazing boyfriend. And im sick of people involving themselves when its nothing to do with anyone else. Im happy with my life and i will live it the best way i can.
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