That Mother's Instinct..

Every mother is said to have an instinct. The one that can sense fear, joy, troubleness, love.. I also believe women also have an instinct to when they believe themselves to be ready to become a mother.  I won't lie. These last couple of weeks I've felt more broody than ever. And it's not because a lot of my past close school friends are mothers already or expecting - like it's an evergrowing fashion statement, it's because I feel like i have all this love and need inside me bursting to come out when a child isn't even real yet. It's become an everyday, occuring thought. One that makes me want to finish university and to start my life. To become the mother I want to be. To become a good enough mum like mine has been to me and my brothers and sister. One my child/children can be proud to call their Mum. ( not mother I hate it, thats the word i like to tease mine with when im angry with her). So they know I will always be there for them. One that will make sure they're provided for and can will have a  good upbringing. I want to be the mother that they know loves them more than anything and would die for. Over and over again. My mum has been the best there can be. And i am forever thankful to her for bringing me into the world and to be loved, and to love others. I'm also thankful for her bringing my brothers and sister into the world after me. Without any of them, I'd be nothing.